Khloé Kardashian’s heartbreaking reaction to Tristan Thompson cheating on her once again was revealed as her family’s reality cameras rolled.
In Thursday’s season finale of The KardashiansKhloé, 37, has finally learned the truth about Tristan’s paternity scandal after her sister Kim Kardashian discovered his legal papers during the latest episode.
The NBA player fathered a child with Maralee Nichols in December 2021. At the time of the child’s conception, he was still in a relationship with Khloé. (The couple had been in an on-again-off-again relationship since 2016 and welcomed daughter True in 2018.)
“I’m finding out what Tristan is doing with the rest of the world,” Khloé told the cameras in a confessional. “A courtesy would be not to. But okay, if you do, you’re not even going to be a f—ing in front of the rest of the world? It’s just another slap in my face. It’s humiliating, I’m embarrassed.”
“I replay every event, every grand gesture, every trip, every date…it was all a lie,” she continued. “I just don’t really feel myself in my own body, these things just happen and I go through the motions. But when things happen to you multiple times, you become a bit immune to it, which is really sad.”
Jerritt Clark/Getty; Vivien Killilea/Getty Tristan Thompson and Khloe Kardashian
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In another confessional, Khloé revealed more about her grief status. “It’s all treason, it’s all lies. It’s manipulation, it’s deception. Did Tristan have the opportunity to tell me? Yes. Was Tristan going to tell me if There wasn’t a baby involved? Absolutely not. And it shows a lot about his character. The whole thing is despicable.
“There is nothing to say or do that can make me feel better,” she added. “All the work, the energy, the conversations, all those bricks we were laying [for] this foundation – all for just [have] a tornado passes and everything must be demolished.”
As Khloé spent time alone processing the devastating news, her family gathered for a reunion, during which they shared their fury and disappointment at Tristan’s actions.
“Khloé is the strongest girl I know, but sometimes the strongest girl you know isn’t that strong all the time and I don’t want her to get to a place where she has no one to who to talk to because she feels like she has to be strong,” Kris Jenner said. “She continues to recover and forgive for the sake of her daughter.”
“It’s such a disrespect. It’s someone who behaves badly, someone who’s been lying to him since June,” Kris, 66, continued. “It’s not something that can be undone. If he’s in this pattern, why she should we continue to suffer? That’s what breaks my heart.”
“It’s the lack of honesty that hurts me. It’s a lot less hurtful to tell the truth than to find out on the internet,” Kourtney Kardashian noted, adding in a confessional that “we’ve given so many chances to Tristan [and] I feel super disappointed.”
Kim, 41, was also angry, telling her family: “I’m tired of taking the high road…half of me just wants to put [him] instantly.”
Jerritt Clark/Getty Images Tristan Thompson, Khloe Kardashian
Later in the episode, Khloé felt ready to talk about the situation and caught up with Kim. During their chat, Khloé revealed how “screwed up” it is that society often “blames” women in cases where their partner cheats.
“There is no compassion,” Khloé said. “There is simply no sense of humanity.”
His comments infuriated Kim, who continued to angrily slam all the “f—ing internet trolls that make Khloé feel like the biggest piece of s—” in a confessional.
“I will find every single one of you, and I won’t threaten you on TV, but that’s wrong. That’s so wrong,” the KKW Beauty founder said. “Because you don’t understand that when you have a kid you’ll do anything to try to make it work. And I’m so proud of who Khloé is that she wanted to give her relationship a second chance, even after [Tristan] harassed and embarrassed her. »
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Although still heartbroken, Khloé revealed to Kim at the end of the episode that she reached out to Tristan after the news broke, but nothing was accomplished because “it was more glaring of my go”.
“There’s not much to say in my opinion,” she said. “It’s disgusting. We’re everywhere. I didn’t buy tickets to this fucking circus, but somehow I’m watching all these clowns perform in front of me. I want a refund, back to the sender, I don’t want to be at this show.”
“Somehow these clowns keep coming back in this fucking clown car, and no matter what he says, nothing will give me the answers I’m looking for or closure,” he said. she declared.
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Khloé also noted that she intends to keep things as normal as possible for their daughter.
“True FaceTimes him every night. I don’t talk, he talks to True,” she explained. “And True will never know there’s anything wrong with my book, ever. I’ve done it before. I know how to do it.”
After Kim pointed out how Tristan had sworn to “go to therapy” and “start fixing me,” she noted, “If that was me, and I was really trying to make amends and trying to fix myself. ‘be a better person, I would definitely continue my d— in my pants.”
“You would think!” Khloe exclaimed. “Either you wear a condom, or you get a vasectomy, or you don’t fuck random people you meet in other states. It’s not rocket science.”
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In a confessional, Kim added of her sister: “She’s going to miss her best friend. She’s going to miss the idea and the hope of them getting together and it’s going to be an adjustment, especially when you have kids. You have no choice but to take the high road, even if it kills you.”
Still, Khloé said she was “grateful for the clarity.”
“I feel vindicated in a way because I kept saying, ‘Guys, something’s wrong here,'” she recalled, adding in a confessional: “I’m going to impose everything and anything, like I’ve done in the past.”
Season 1 of The Kardashians is now streaming on Hulu.